

why am I not here?the waves of confusion from my paranoid delusions fill my empty head, they weight me down like lead and too far I will journey to get answers for what concerns me and this unforgiving blackness this terribly unnerving darkness is causing my mind to beccome so clearly undefined and I'll never find the things that I seek, even at the peak of my world my consiousness will never be uncurled from this terrible loney position, I cant cause the transition yet without first going deeper, down into this hell where I dwell and subside in the closet I will hide at the back of your world, you'll never see me for who I truly wish to be because I cannot gewhy am I not here?


no working name.I sit here, unable to contemplate, and all these things I would tryto debate but my mind is empty, my soul is gone, for what I knew has been shown to be wrong and in my head the thoughts I never heard but I try, and I think, and inside myself I see what I would like to be wrong with me as I look into the endless void, and I see myelf with no fate, far gone principles they I soon elate and upon them I fly with no cares or desires, no thoughts... just emptyness, I hear nothing in me, nothing from what I used to be and it destroys what is left, to fall, to fall down back, deeper into nothingness and only time, only time will tell what hell I wilno working name.
AND HEAVEN IN A BLACK HOLE,
TO HOLD TIME IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND
AND ETERNITY IN YOUR SOUL.
-JC
Goodbye for now.
JC
With sincere regards,
Jeremy Conlin
Vincentis Veritas
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